Selasa, 2 Februari 2010

KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH

AKU MERINDUI CINTA KU.......



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqp9RXrKPHY&NR=1

PINTU RINDU

Telah ku daki puncak tertinggi..
Telahku turun lembah dan gurun..2x

Tidak ku temu mana pintu mu..
Untukku seru rasa rinduku..2x

Telah ku daki puncak tertinggi..
Telahku turun lembah dan gurun..2x

Sungguh ku buta dalam cahaya..
Sungguh ku lupa tika bahagia..2x

Sedang kau dekat bukan dimata..
Sentuhku erat di pinggir jiwa

Sedang kau dekat di pinggir jiwa..2x

Biarkan airmata melimpah..
Biarkan luluh cinta tercurah..

Segala kasih rindu tertumpah..
Seluruh hati aku berserah..

Ya Allah....

Ku tunggu waktu bila bertemu..
Hidup matiku hanya untukmu..2x

Hidup matiku hanya untukmu..

>>>. INI LAH RINDU KU.... RINDU PADA MU YA ALLAH...
LAGU YANG SENTIASA MENEMANI KU TIDO... IHA PUN SUKA.. HE HE HE

anak ku lesu

dah seminggu iha kenak muntah muntah...

lepas seminggu ditinggal mama, nya muntah muntah...
tok, datang lah ceret beret.. huhuhuhu... kesian nya...
dah jumpa doktor. doktor madah, kenak bakteria dalam perut.. apalah..
badan dah semakin susut...kesian....

semalam beria ia nya nak molah keja umah .... sian..... mlm tadik 5 kali bangun sakit perut... apalah nasib anak ku.....

Selasa, 1 Disember 2009

selamat tinggal sahabat....


29 November 2009...

Pergi nya seorang sahabat.... MIAMI PATRICK...
selamat bertugas di tempat baru...

The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one.



The hardest part of any friendship
is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay,
I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget
that I will surely miss you.

So follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.
Goodbye My Dearest Friend
Miami Patrick & Family...

Sahabat

assalammualaikum... tengah dengar lagu marsha.... YANG TERBAIK... dengar lirik tu, teringat ngan seorang yang ku anggap SAHABAT...
Kata orang, sahabat teman hidup.. sahabat... cermin diri kita.. sahabat adalah orang yang sentiasa bersama di sisi kita di saat susah dan senang.. banyak kan pandangan dan pengertian SAHABAT.. Namun semua nya terpulang dengan diri kita sendiri mcm mane kite nak mentakrifkan seorang SAHABAT pada diri kite sendiri..
But.. for me, seorang sahabat adalah seorang yang bukan hanya menerima kelebihan kita tapi seorang sahabat adalah seorang yang sanggup menerima kekurangan kita lantas membantu kita untuk membaiki kelemahan bukanlah seorang yang mengambil kesempatan diatas kekurangan kita...tapi kan teman teman ku, putus cinta atau ditinggalkan kekasih tidak lah begitu sakit berbanding dengan di aniayai sahabat sendiri..
tapi itu lah adat resam dunia.. kata orang, warna warna kehidupan...
itu lah yang berlaku dalam hidup ku... kita sentiasa nak yang terbaik untuk orang sekeliling kita.. namun lumrah alam, tidak semua orang jujur untuk berkawan .. ade gak kawan yang sampai nama sendiri pun nak rahsia.. (itu biasa nya terjadi perkenalan di ruangan bareshare kat tenet) he he he... tapi pelik jugak kan.. ape lah perlu kite nak rahsia kan nama yang dah di anugerahkan pada diri sendiri... dan paling sedih, ade gak sahabat yang sanggup mencipta pelbagai personaliti semata mata nak menyakiti hati orang... ha ha ha... tapi aku meyakini, HUKUM KARMA..biarlah ianya menjadi tauladan dan sempadan bagi ku...
yang penting aku tidak menipu diri sendiri...
itu lah sahabat.....


A friend is someone who knows when you need her...

A ring is round and has no end, so is my love for you my friend.

If my head looks like yours, I'd shave my rear end and walked on my hands.

Mirrors should be able to think before reflecting the images.


A friend is someone who knows the song of your heart and who can sing it for you when you have forgotten it

Friend: someone who tells you things while you are alive, things that others tell after you die

You can eat and drink together, talk and laugh together, enjoy life together, but you are only real friends when you also cried together.

Wherever you go, whatever you do, may god's angels watch over you.

Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver the other gold.

A little clown is living in my heart. Small and very special. It can dance and jump, laugh and sing. Are you in pain and you need to cry, come and borrow it!


I would not call myself important, but I am convinced that when I was not born, everyone would like to know why.


The only good thing about your own mistakes, is that is might make other people happy.


Not the lack of love, but the lack of friendship makes marriages unhappy.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

I MaY Not Be a cLocK ThaT maY TexT yOu 24hrs a DaY But My HeArt Will bE LikE a CloCk ThAt will nOt sToP CarIng & SayInG U r aLwaYs RemeMbEreD. TakE CaRe.

The times we shared is like shooting star... the time is short but really beautiful moments.... Forever engraved in our hearts.... Friends forever~!!!

KeEping a FRIEND is As Difficult AS losing one. U sacrifice A lot To keep them. I may not have sacrificed enuf 4 u... but in my HEART I swear I'm keeping U..

We've known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that's definitely a lifetime PROMISE!

If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I'll let you grow in the garden & cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!

When i'm walking in front of u,I'm protecting u. When i'm beside u i'm there for u, when i'm behind u, I'm watching over u. When i'm alone,I'm thinking of u.

A ring is round and has no end.... and that's how long I'll be your friend.

There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!

Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.

Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say...

Friends are like stars. You can't always see them, But you know they are always there for you...

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.

Good frenz are like quilts... it never loses its warmth...

GOD is so wise that he never created FRIENDS with pricetags, Because..... if He did, I can't afford a precious FRIEND like YOU!!!

thE tEst oF fRiEndsHip dOseN't cOmeS wHen u R 2GethEr. It cOmEs wHeN u ParT waYs & u ReaLizE tHat dEsPitE tHe dIsTanCe, thE fRiEndshIp iS sTilL tHeRe...

True friends are like Diamonds... they are real and rare. False friends are like leaves... they are scattered everywhere.

FRIENDSHIP isn't how U forGet but how U forGive, Not how U liSten but how U UnderStand, Not what U see but how U feel, and not how U Let Go but how U hold oN!!!

FriEndSHiP iS A PRiCeLeSs GiFt tHaT cAn'T Be BoUgHt Or SoLd, BuT To Have An UnDeRsTaNdiNg FriEnd iS FaR MoRe WoRtH tHaN GoLd~!

If you need advice, text me... If you need a friend, call me... If you need me, come to me... If you need money... ........... THE SUBSCRIBER CANNOT BE REACHED!

FRIENDSHIP is like a tree... It is not MEASURED on how TALL it could be, but is on how DEEP the ROOTS HAVE GROWN...

In this WORLD, where everything seems UNCERTAIN, only one thing is DEFINITE. You'll always be my FRIEND, beyond WORDS, beyond TIME & beyond DISTANCE!

I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels but I call them my best friends.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was completely out of my control.

A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and never say good bye.

The ship that will never sink is my friendship with you.

I met U as a stranger, I leave U as a friend, as long as the world stands, our friendship nv ends. All friends nv split N even if they do they will meet again.

I always thought loving some1 was the greatest feeling, but I realised tat loving a friend is even better, we lose ppl we love but we never lose true friends.

EveRyDay I seE LoTs oF StRangErS PasSiNg By mE, ThiS mAkeS mE reAlisED tHat, LifE woUlD be BORING, WiThoUt A FriEnD LiKE U...


We gain and lose things every day. But trust me on one thing: YOU WILL NEVER LOSE ME! I will always be there as a friend!

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The times we shared is like shooting star... the time is short but really beautiful moments.... Forever engraved in our hearts.... Friends forever~!!!

We've known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that's definitely a lifetime PROMISE!

If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I'll let you grow in the garden & cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!

A ring is round and has no end.... and that's how long I'll be your friend.

There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!

Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.

Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say...

I want u 2 know that our friendship means a lot 2 me. U cry, I cry. U laugh.. I laugh. U jump out of d window.. I look down n then.. I laugh again.. hahaha

Friends are like stars. You can't always see them, But you know they are always there for you...

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.

Never abandon old friends. They are hard 2 replace. Friendships is like wine: it gets BETTER as it grows OLDER. Just like us... i get BETTER, u get OLDER.

The sun is glazing, upon the sunlight i see the path of our friendship shining brightly knowing that it is so great to have a friend like YOU! :)

Handsome, Sweet, Intelligent, Spontaneous, Good Looking, Nice Friends, Charming, Funny, well... Enough about ME! How about you?

If U need a friend and there are a hundred steps between us, you can take the 1st step to get near me and i will take all 99 step to be there for you.

6 rules to be HAPPY: Free your heart from hatred; Free your mind from worries; Live simply; Expect less; Give more & Always have ME as UR FRIEND

Time might lead me to nowhere; Fate might break me apart; I'll always be thankful that once, along my life's journey I found a friend like U...

Friends are like a head of hair. You might lose some, but with enough $money$ you can buy them back.

A day is going to end again. It is nice to have a friend like U making my everyday seems so great. Thank U my good friend lastly gd nite n sweet dreams...

I have seen angels in the sky… I have seen snowfall in july… I have seen things u only imAgine to see… But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.

There r many stars but the moon is u, there are many friends but the best is u,, To forget me that’s up to u,,, To forget u I will never ever do.

U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart, U may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.I may mean nothing to u but u will always be special to me!!



How can u tell the rain not 2 fall when clouds exist? How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist? How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.



Knowing a friend like u has made me happy in a million ways And if Ever I Have to Let you go………..I would Find a million reasons to make u stay!!!!



If I m in hell & u in heaven, I always look up & be proud of u. but if I were In heaven & u in hell, I beg God 2 send me down coz heaven wont be heaven without u.



Life is 4 u, death is 4 me, being happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me, being together is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me, everything 4 u but u r 4 me.



If I could pull down the rainbow I would write ur name with it & put it back in the sky to let everybody know how colorful my life is with a friend like u!!



Never say ur happy when ur sad… never say ur fine when ur not ok… never say u feel good when u feel bad… and never say ur alone when I m still alive.



Sometimes my mind asked why? I miss u, Why? I care 4 u, Why? I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet friend!!




Saat bertemu teman yang dapat dipercaya, rukunlah bersamanya.
Karena seumur hidup manusia, teman sejati (sahabat) tak mudah ditemukan.

Saat bertemu penolongmu,
Ingat untuk berterima kasih padanya.
Karena ialah yang membantu mengubah hidupmu

Saat bertemu orang yang pernah kau cintai,
Tersenyumlah dengan wajar .
Karena ia lah orang yang membuatmu lebih mengerti tentang cinta

Saat bertemu orang yang pernah kau benci,
Sapalah dengan tersenyum.
Karena ia membuatmu semakin teguh / kuat.

Saat bertemu orang yang pernah mengkhianatimu, Baik-baiklah berbincanglah dengannya.
Karena jika bukan karena dia, hari ini engkau tak memahami dunia ini.

Saat bertemu orang yang tergesa-gesa meninggalkanmu,
Berterima-kasihlah bahwa ia pernah ada dalam hidupmu.
Karena ia adalah bagian dari nostalgiamu

Saat bertemu orang yang pernah salah-paham padamu,
Gunakan saat tersebut untuk menjelaskannaya.
Karena engkau mungkin hanya punya satu kesempatan itu saja untuk menjelaskan

Dan Saat engkau bertemu seseorang yang saat ini menemanimu seumur hidup (suami / istri) kita,
Berterima-kasihlah sepenuhnya bahwa ia mencintaimu.
Karena saat ini kalian mendapatkan kebahagiaan dan cinta sejati yang kau cari.

Ahad, 29 November 2009

picture kenangan.. take by my nokia..




catatan pertama

disuatu petang tanggal 11 Zulhijjah 1430 terdetik dihatiku untuk menulis blog ini tercetus nya keinginan mencube untuk mebuat blog ini hasil daripada minat aku melayari internet pada malam hari sewaktu anak ku tido. almaklumlah sekarang aku diamanahkan untuk menjaga kebun (kat FB) oleh 5 orang sahabat ku.... lantas aku terfikir.... dari aku buang masa, kenapa aku tidak mencube sesuatu yang baru bagi ku. memandangkan sekrang orang sibok cakap pasal blog..walaupun pada dasarnya aku agak ketinggalan. tapi belum terlambat bukan
ape yang aku ingin aku catatkan dalam blog aku ini, adalah perjalanan harian anak ku agar aku dapat memiliki kenangan itu sampai bila bila.InsyaAllah.

Anakkku... yang bernama Durrani Wadhihah Firdausi..

Anak adalah untuk zaman yang akan datang,bukan untuk zaman kita.Salahlah pendidikan orang tua yang hendak memperbuat anaknya seperti mereka juga. ( Hamka).

Peliharalah anak-anakmu dan perbaikilah budi pekerti mereka.Sesungguhnya anak-anak itu adalah hadiah Allah kepadamu. ( maksud hadis ).

Apabila mati seseorang anak Adam, terputuslah amalannya kecuali tiga perkara,sedekah jariah,ilmu yang diambil orang manfaatnya dan anak yang soleh mendoakannya.

( Maksud hadis ).

Anak yang ditinggalkan ayah jarang yang tidak luka jiwanya sampai besar. (pepatah Melayu).

Sewaktu kecil anak-anak lelaki menjadi perhiasan mata kerana lucunya,kerana dia tupuan harapan,maka setelah dia besar, dia menjadi kebanggaan kerana kejayaan hidupnya. ( Hamka).

Ikhlas dan sejati akan bertemu di dalam senyuman anak kecil,senyum yang sebenarnya senyum,senyum yang tidak disertai apa-apa. ( Hamka ).


iha.. itulah panggilan manja anakku... yelah sempena menggambil singkatan pada nama nya DURRANI WADHIHAH.. dan FIRDAUSI sempena mengambil nama ayah nya (tredmark) la konon nya.. indah.. memang indah. Durrani yang membawa maksud PERMATAKU dan WADHIHAH membawa maksud yang terang lagi jelas.
amat sesuai lah dengan orang nya.. masa baby, susah nak tido malam.. (mata nya celik memanjang pada malam hari) he he he... masih segar di ingatan ku ayah nya terpaksa mendukung semalam sambil berselawat.. he he... walaupun ayahnye ni agak penido orang nye, tapi demi anak, die sanggup berjage.. he he he.. TQ babah...
dikurniakan anak yang comel dan cukup sifat, itu anugerah yang amat berharga pada diri ku.. lebih lebih lagi dulu aku pernah berfikir aku tidak dapat melahirkan zuriat... he he he... dulu orang kata aku mandol.. tapi aku tak kisah.. yang penting sekarang, aku ada iha.. he he .. best gak .. anak perempuan katakan.. semasa baby, tak lah banyak kerenah iha ni... senang jage.. tak banyak ragam...
hari demi hari, cuti bersalin pun habis, inilah saat yang yang merunsingkan aku .. aku dah nak start keje.. he he..mcm mane ni, iha masih menyusu badan..ermm.. sebelum keje tu, kene simpan susu dalam botol n masukkan dalam peti sejok..mule mule tu,payah gak nak tinggalkan anak ni..kat ofic pun, asyik ingat die je.. tengahari lunch time, kene balik. walaupun memakan mase yang agak lame jarak dari umah ke ifoc, tapi tetap balik. dalam pada mase peralihan tu, aku try jugak susu botol... he he he.. semakin hari, die dah mule nak minum susu botol..
alhamdulillah...
sehingga aku keje balik kat Airport.. erm.. shif.. keje shif..
mase tu, kadang kadang balik umah, anak dah tido. sian die... he he he...
tapi lame kelamaan, dah biase...
hari demi hari, iha semakin membesar..
happy sangat dapat melihat anak membesar depan mata,,,
sebulan, dua bulan, hingga umurnya 9 bulan... die dah pandai berdiri dan mule untuk bertatih...
kuat anak mama ni. he he he... 2 tahun, die dah mule pandai borak.. pandai ikut nyanyi.. n suke miming.. he he he...




When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and daughter bind that can never be torn
With the strength and guidance of God and the blessings he pours down from above
I want to be the best mom I can be to you and embrace you with all my love
You are as precious as a flower and as gorgeous as a rose
You have been specially made to the very tip of your nose
You are as sweet as honey; such an innocent young child
You are brighter than any star in the sky every time you smile
I want you to be proud of who you are and strive to be the best
Put forth your efforts to achieve your goals and let God do the rest
I will always be your mother first, but I'm also your friend
Your are the most precious gift, that I've ever been given

With All My Love,